Another Year

All of us, we cheer-
one of our friends just aged one more year.
To all of you I propose a toast;
his past years are nothing but a memory, a ghost.

Now a brand new slate-
for experience he may now create.
Never dare, putting it to waste;
but there's no need to do it with great haste.

I may have met him quite late-
but alas, it might be due to fate.
Yet happy, as he always made me be-
I always smile, full of glee.

Happy birthday, my dear friend.
I hope your joy will last longer than a trend.
For this only happens once a year;
fullfill your hopes- never fear.


Poem for April 30, 2013
For Stephen Duffraine Llamas, you're old, get a job.

One of a Kind

You push me when I'm in the way
You pull my hair in my dismay
But when I need you,
you just come out of the blue

A month just passed by
but it seems no other guy
will replace you, no matter what
Even though I call you little twat

My worst enemy is also my best friend
Even if our fights never seem to end
but then, our tie seem to tighten
I'm lucky you're the one I have gotten

Poem for April 29, 2013
For Ron Macalino, my brother who's gross but is a bigger badass than me.
I missed you, ugly faggot.

Smiles

I went out this morning to buy a dress for Bia's debut, and I found a nice dress that I think suits me well. That made me smile.

I posted a picture of me wearing a dress a while ago and someone complimented me. That made me smile too.

My family fetched me and we heard mass. We also ate in a really great place where I ordered pizza and carbonara. They also ordered blueberry cheesecake. That made me smile, a lot.

My mom's home the moment I arrived. My brother's annoying, but it didn't matter. I still smiled.

Joni liked the poem I made him. I really smiled warmly.

What made you smile today? Count your blessings, not your regrets.

For My Beloved

You never failed to make me smile
I haven't done that in a while
Your choice of words, it amazes me
I think the whole world will agree

You are one of my dearest friends,
one of those that never ends
I love it when you care,
since people like you seem to be rare

I hope others don't get me wrong,
for I just wrote this since we get along
Something to thank you for being there,
also for the memories that we share

I'm sorry for my rhyme
I did this in quite a short time
This poem may not be as beautiful as you,
but everything I said was indeed, true.

(Poem for April 28, 2013)
For Jonvier Castro, my Finn the human.

Bottle caps and weighing scale.

After another failed attempt of cleaning out my room, I stumbled upon the bottle caps I am collecting. These bottle caps are from my drinking sessions lately, and it has come to my senses that I've been drinking too much. I need to stop, I know. Well fortunately I can do that with ease since my wallet is gasping for money.

In relation to my alcohol consumption, I'm gaining weight due to this. I think I'm gonna replace alcohol with slimming products and exercise. I'm done reading everything I want to read as of the moment anyway, and my xbox is just rotting in our living room. Time for daily Zumba sessions.

I just can't escape this pool of insecurity that I made.

One More

Wouldn't it be bittersweet
If I gulped more of this drink
It makes me happy, this treat
Although it makes me kinda pink

Nothing is really wrong maybe
I get bored and I got this
but don't be fooled, baby
Pass me another mask, please

Just one more drink
Don't act as if you care
It gives me more energy to think
especially when pain I cannot bear

Stop, they say
As if they can tell me what to do
i'm willing to shoulder the price I pay
please leave, it's not true

Poem for April 27, 2013

Chance

Love is so short, forgetting is so long.
It's even harder when you're not that strong.
But, you erased them, all those memories of me,
ignoring my every plea.

It was the right thing, yes
but do you think what you did was really best?
I'm longing for you,
I know you were too

Your voice really was the soundtrack of my summer,
even though you sang songs for me last November.
That might really give away who I was referring to,
but I'm telling you, What I am saying is true

This might be too much to ask
seeing how you're bombarded with that kind of task
but maybe, another chance, you could give me?
Please let me set your heart free.

Poem for April 26, 2013