Saturday, July 27, 2013

I don't know

people come and go

I will never ever understand how people manage to just walk into your life then leave all of a sudden. And as I quote Pudge (from Looking For Alaska), "You can’t just make me different and then leave. You can’t. You can’t change me and make my whole life centered around you, then leave." But you just did. I'm so confused at everything. I thought you were completely different from them. But you're so fucking worse. You made me your one-week-affair then pretended nothing happened. I actually thought that finally, I'm going to smile because of love again. But no, I got stood up. Love is a lie. Everything is a lie. 

I used to lie hanging at the edge of my seat, ecstatic of what might happen next. But now, I'm shrouded with fear. 

Saturday, July 13, 2013

Electric

From a distance, I just admired you-
Hoping you felt the same way too.
Somehow, fate got in the way.
Magical, brightening our day.

You seemed to came out from a book,
amazing how perfect the gods cook.
Creating perfect beings, my own dear.
Missing you is now truly my greatest fear.

You really erased my past-
with that smile, the spell was cast.
How happy I am that you are near.
I would do everything to keep you here.

Sparks suddenly came out flying,
with no need of us trying.
Maybe this means we are meant to be-
because right now, you're all I can see.