Wednesday, May 28, 2014

Sleepless

It's 1 am, and I'm awake.
I stare blankly at the ceiling, shivering.
Hating how your image had to be fake—
when you could have been here, lingering.

It's 1 am, I cannot sleep.
Funny how i can't blame caffeine.
I toss and roll, wanting to weep—
we're not side by side, but we should have been.

It's 1 am, I feel alone.
You're miles away and your eyes are shut.
Well maybe I am in your dreaming zone,
to say that probably takes a lot of gut.

It's 1 am, I need you here.
Please comfort me, just hold me close.
I miss you badly, my beloved dear—
but I'll see you soon. I shall sleep, I suppose.

Wednesday, May 21, 2014

Health Stuff

So last monday, I started a cleansing diet (But failed yesterday. Damn it.) and I started going to the gym. I'm trying to lose a little bit of weight (27 pounds) to look and feel healthier. Due to stress eating and intensive studying, I put on a few pounds and now I'm trying to put my body back on the right track. Plus, I really want to look nice while running and stop panting after going up a flight of stairs.

I'll update in a few weeks regarding this matter. Stay tuned.

Sunday, May 18, 2014

Sick days

Due to excessive studying and staying up late, I developed colds. Yeah, colds. Wads of tissue everywhere (NOT WHAT YOU THINK), bottles of water standby, scraped throat, headache and more. Ah, the glory of colds. Anyway, that didn't stop me to do my Nivea haul (50% off on all products!! What a steal??!!!) where I got a lip balm, a bottle of lotion and a mud foam. 

So due to my so-called "manflu", I stayed in bed most of the day and watched pewdiepie and cutiepie videos. It actually inspired me to do a "Roneth and Ron plays Howling Abyss map on LoL" series on youtube (stay tuned!). And because my man isn't by my side, I experimented with Marzia's cute cooking DIY's. Most of her food DIY's were too childish (marshmallows, pure ice cream milkshakes, milk-based popsicles) but I did try her Nutella mug cake. It tasted... somewhat like a chocolate-flavored kitchen sponge. But I guess microwaved mug cakes are not really nicely textured so I'm giving the recipe an 8/10. 

Hope you guys enjoyed your Sunday and have more great days ahead!

Saturday, May 17, 2014

10 Confessions

*taps mic*
*clears throat*

I'M BACK.

Okay. Poorly made humorous intro aside, I really am back. For good. Well, until July rolls in. Yay! Anyway, I've been busy with studying and other dramatic "friend" issue lately so I haven't found the time to write stuff. Now, I'm back to giving little previews of my boring every day life and other funny crap I hope you'll enjoy. To ramp up this coming back thing— I'd like to share 10 things about me which I consider "whaaaat??"-worthy. Here goes:

1) I HATE TEA. A LOT.
-...that's why I get two cups of coffee a day. Most of you sip on teas on a regular basis but it tastes nothing but dried grass to me. Believe me, I tasted that shit once. How can you stand liquefied dried grass? I can never be british.

2) I sweat a lot. On my face. Ew.
-Okay so imagine just casually walking a few flights of stairs. Pretty chill right? Well not for me. I would be red all over, sweating buckets like I've run a marathon. Seriously, sweat glands???

3) I am very, very afraid of the dark.
-A second of pitch black darkness?? Oh, you mean death. Carry on then.

4) I had a dream of becoming an FHM model.
-But my dream of eating pizza and burgers and fries and cake and... yeah you get the picture.

5) I have a stuffed panda named Grapes that I treat like a real baby.
-This was given to me by my cute boyfriend about a month ago and I adore it. Every time I find her lying on the floor I go hysterical. It's my little panda baby okay :(

6) I actually suck at math.
-And I am taking up engineering. Let's see how long it'll take to completely emotionally and physically decapitate me (I'm at around 78%)

7) I usually don't click with people who talk a lot.
-Because it means I have to listen a lot. And I won't be able to talk a lot, which sucks and it'll end ugly. Really ugly.

8) I had a very lesbo phase.
-Everyone had right? No??? Oh....

9) I sing my heart out... while washing the dishes.
-Songs like Irreplaceable, Toxic, No One, yeah you get the idea. Imagine a girl belting out Beyonce while rinsing forks and a soup ladle. What a joy.

10) I don't burp.
- I only burp like twice or thrice in a year? It's very weird really. Oh and I had my first burp this year a while ago.

Yeah, I'm a weird girl. I know. But everyone's got this weirdness, and it's cool that way. Hope you enjoyed reading!

Tagged, you're it!

After several months of not posting any kind of literary art, I decided to give in to Jia's request of doing this blog post answering some of her questions. Now, here we go!


What is your favorite conspiracy theory?
- I'm torn between the adventure time theory or the disney theory. The adventure time theory is just too intriguing and well thought of (but they're all proven wrong by new episodes) so okay, Adventure Time wins.

Worst first impression someone thought of you?
-A big flirt. Just because her boyfriend cheated on her with me. Which means I was also cheated on. Ugh, preteen blunders *shivers*

Best “kill me now” moment?
-I have tons. TONS.


What`s the most vulgar pickup line you can think of? Yo mama jokes also accepted.
-Chicharon ka ba? Ang ingay mo kasi pag kinakain kita eh.

What do you regret searching on Google?
-BLUE WAFFLE. NEVER AGAIN. never. again.

Godzilla vs. Smaug, who would win?
-#TEAMGODZILLA

I need you to recommend me a great restaurant. Go!
-Cafe Lidia at Marikina or Bigoli at Eastwood. Yumyum italian goodness.

What is one song you love listening to secretly?
-*whispers* minna saiko arigato... *screams* KA-KA-KAWAII

Happiest day of your life, so far?
-December 5, 2013. I made the decision of spending a lifetime with the right person who accepts me and embraces my flaws.

Name one band and a song of theirs that you think you`re the only one who knows they exist.
-Existentialism on Prom Night- Straylight Run (basic. I know.)

Who or what would you like to go as for Halloween?
-A zombie rock concert goer. Or a zombie white girl, complete with Starbucks and Uggs.

Hope you liked my responses, I'll be coming up with a new post in a while so stay tuned!