people come and go
I will never ever understand how people manage to just walk into your life then leave all of a sudden. And as I quote Pudge (from Looking For Alaska), "You can’t just make me different and then leave. You can’t. You can’t change me and make my whole life centered around you, then leave." But you just did. I'm so confused at everything. I thought you were completely different from them. But you're so fucking worse. You made me your one-week-affair then pretended nothing happened. I actually thought that finally, I'm going to smile because of love again. But no, I got stood up. Love is a lie. Everything is a lie.
I used to lie hanging at the edge of my seat, ecstatic of what might happen next. But now, I'm shrouded with fear.